Welcome to Whatever She Wants

I’m Courtney. I’m Coco. I’m both- and all the space between.

I created this space to honor every version of me- from the stage to the journal, from my kitchen to the club.

You’ll find essays, events, merch, and more. It’s all connected.

Navigate the Grey: Essays that live in the in-between...

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  • Where they’re getting it wrong, and where they’re hitting the nail on the head.

    Where they’re getting it wrong, and where they’...

    It’s been 7 years since I began my badgirlpage- a name I chose to refer to my OnlyFans as an effort to mitigate AI software targeting my account, and to...

    Where they’re getting it wrong, and where they’...

    It’s been 7 years since I began my badgirlpage- a name I chose to refer to my OnlyFans as an effort to mitigate AI software targeting my account, and to...

  • A Birthday Post

    A Birthday Post

    Something I love about my birthday, is that I get to celebrate my own personal new year right along with our astronomical one. I love that it’s in the final...

    A Birthday Post

    Something I love about my birthday, is that I get to celebrate my own personal new year right along with our astronomical one. I love that it’s in the final...

  • It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be...

    It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be...

    I’m pretty loud about my history with Ballet. My first exposure was at age 5, dancing in the aisles during a Nutcracker performance, and turned into a BFA from UARTS...

    It wasn't as scary as I thought it would be...

    I’m pretty loud about my history with Ballet. My first exposure was at age 5, dancing in the aisles during a Nutcracker performance, and turned into a BFA from UARTS...

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Have a Taste...

Writer. Dancer. Food Enthusiast. Stripper. Devotee of Self-Reinvention.

This is where I hold it all-

Courtney is the writer, the witness, the woman becoming.

Coco is the performer, the powerhouse, the provocateur.

Start where you're most curious.